Sometimes we're thrown into circumstances where moving forward or backward doesn't seem to solve anything at all. Really, why bother when both the roads are equally disappointing? i wish i didn't have to make a choice because dilemma's a fucking bitch.

Yes. Maybe he has a fucking mask.
Or maybe he is immune to me.
Either way i don't give a damn. it's his goddamn choice and life he'll eventually regret it. Oh, and thanks for making my life so fucking awesome and then screwed it all up with your dramatic shits. I will remember it all my life.

N

Decided to experiment with different style today and this is the outcome! Cheated my way through wtf mess around with the first photo in adobe illustrator. I totally like how it turns out eventhough it's sorta gothic and terrifying, no? Like some ugly evil bitch devoured by sorrow.

Lately i'm kinda into this photo editing tool in iphone called analogcolor because it produces cross process photos (super real analog photography effect) and there's this function where you can manually select different types of light leak for your photo! Fucking amazing! Well obviously i got mine from the appstore. Not sure if they have it in android market as well but you guys with iphone should really try it out!

Some pieces that i put together when boredom kicks in.

{CLOCKWISE} camisole, novel (handle with care by jodi picoult -- a great read!!), sheer vintage top, pleated skirt, sheer tights, stud knuckle ring (not quite visible here), studded clutch, oversized shades

It was Ivy's 19th birthday and i'm such a 'great' friend i got her party all fucked up. Was supposed to had a simple dinner and celebration at overtime but everything went upside down (well at least for me and him). That particular night is the beginning of all the shitty things and life i'm dealing with right now. The celebration is expected to be all fun and celebratory but i screwed it all up for some fucking ridiculous person and reasons. Why do i have to do this everytime as if everything is not fuckedup enough yet.

K

That's dad exhaling cigarette smoke while watching the grand wesak procession (i know it's completely unrelated). Fuck too much of shs inhalation for taking this photo!